June 25, 2011
.dearest girl.
Stop getting drunk and listening to Elliot Smith and pining for a non existent persistent love.


Also
May 26, 2011
.thefutureisbrite.
Today I cried because I am so happy. I have decided to go back to school. I have quit smoking and Facebook for 2 weeks now. I am biking and eating well. I feel amazing.I am walking down the path, picking flowers on the way. I love my life!



May 5, 2011
.sweet spring.


Sweet spring,
Flower and bud,
The merry stream,
Sparkling babble,
Green bloom,
Delightful dew,
Refreshing brook

Where did you leave all these..

-Komitas
.thursdays are effort days.
Sittin' in my living room listening to lounge covers of popular songs, pina colada's and gettin' caught in the rain, I am now into yoga and I have more than half a brain. SCHOOL!
May 1, 2011
.words i want to live by.
"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none."
— William Shakespeare (All's Well That Ends Well)
April 28, 2011
.sweet beats baby,

I have unrolled a map
onto my kitchen table
and put one finger
where you are and
another where I am.

The space between
is only inches. That close,
I could feel you breathing.
I could reach out and
run my fingers through
every strand of your hair,
touch your lips and
barely need to move.

In the corner of the map
there is a guide for judging scale:
every inch a hundred miles
full of roads and rivers and trees,
the guide a sharp reminder
that you are where you are
and I am where I am,
inches apart.




This poem © Gabriel Gadfly.
This image © Alie Ward.
April 22, 2011
.feeling terror bull.
I am in love with amazing man and letting my insecurities get the best of me. I'm going to ruin everything. It's bubbling up inside of me just waiting to surface.
.to know me is hardly golden.
April 1, 2011
.dimensional jaw.
My heart's slow thump is keeping me awake. Every time I close my eyes I can see your face, your body, your flexing jaw. We are now officially in the single digits. I can't sleep. I've waited years to feel something this real. No more impostors. I am terrified but I'm taking this risk. You're the man for me. I can't sleep.
March 17, 2011
.still it rises.
We're goin to a burn, the fire will glow bright
Drivin' in her car through the rain soaked night.
A Red Stripe in my hand , Thinkin' bout my man.
Our evening takes a turn, forget about that burn
We take our little men and stake claim on castles
Winding road, monasteries, I'm completely baffled.
Take the back roads watch the drops explode.
We are home.