March 29, 2012
.growth.
As ridiculous, frantic, emo and sometimes untrue as my past posts may be, I feel I need to keep them as a reminder of the places I have been and the places I never wish to be again.



March 8, 2012
.teen dream.
I'm smoking your old cigarette butts like a junkie, pondering old habits never dying. Tonight I promise myself I will let go. Always tomorrow I expire. Beliefs and morals are instilled in us at a young age, we have no choice, how do we shed those ideas that were once taught to us that no longer or may never have applied.



February 29, 2012
.apparitions.
I wake up at the same time in the night as i did in my haunted room thus proving my room probably wasn't haunted, I am.

June 25, 2011
.dearest girl.
Stop getting drunk and listening to Elliot Smith and pining for a non existent persistent love.


Also
May 26, 2011
.thefutureisbrite.
Today I cried because I am so happy. I have decided to go back to school. I have quit smoking and Facebook for 2 weeks now. I am biking and eating well. I feel amazing.I am walking down the path, picking flowers on the way. I love my life!



May 5, 2011
.sweet spring.


Sweet spring,
Flower and bud,
The merry stream,
Sparkling babble,
Green bloom,
Delightful dew,
Refreshing brook

Where did you leave all these..

-Komitas
.thursdays are effort days.
Sittin' in my living room listening to lounge covers of popular songs, pina colada's and gettin' caught in the rain, I am now into yoga and I have more than half a brain. SCHOOL!
May 1, 2011
.words i want to live by.
"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none."
— William Shakespeare (All's Well That Ends Well)
April 28, 2011
.sweet beats baby,

I have unrolled a map
onto my kitchen table
and put one finger
where you are and
another where I am.

The space between
is only inches. That close,
I could feel you breathing.
I could reach out and
run my fingers through
every strand of your hair,
touch your lips and
barely need to move.

In the corner of the map
there is a guide for judging scale:
every inch a hundred miles
full of roads and rivers and trees,
the guide a sharp reminder
that you are where you are
and I am where I am,
inches apart.




This poem © Gabriel Gadfly.
This image © Alie Ward.
April 22, 2011
.feeling terror bull.
I am in love with amazing man and letting my insecurities get the best of me. I'm going to ruin everything. It's bubbling up inside of me just waiting to surface.