Today I cried because I am so happy. I have decided to go back to school. I have quit smoking and Facebook for 2 weeks now. I am biking and eating well. I feel amazing.I am walking down the path, picking flowers on the way. I love my life!
Sittin' in my living room listening to lounge covers of popular songs, pina colada's and gettin' caught in the rain, I am now into yoga and I have more than half a brain. SCHOOL!
I have unrolled a map onto my kitchen table and put one finger where you are and another where I am.
The space between is only inches. That close, I could feel you breathing. I could reach out and run my fingers through every strand of your hair, touch your lips and barely need to move.
In the corner of the map there is a guide for judging scale: every inch a hundred miles full of roads and rivers and trees, the guide a sharp reminder that you are where you are and I am where I am, inches apart.
I am in love with amazing man and letting my insecurities get the best of me. I'm going to ruin everything. It's bubbling up inside of me just waiting to surface.
My heart's slow thump is keeping me awake. Every time I close my eyes I can see your face, your body, your flexing jaw. We are now officially in the single digits. I can't sleep. I've waited years to feel something this real. No more impostors. I am terrified but I'm taking this risk. You're the man for me. I can't sleep.
We're goin to a burn, the fire will glow bright Drivin' in her car through the rain soaked night. A Red Stripe in my hand , Thinkin' bout my man. Our evening takes a turn, forget about that burn We take our little men and stake claim on castles Winding road, monasteries, I'm completely baffled. Take the back roads watch the drops explode. We are home.