June 16, 2010
.low motivation.


I haven't had much interest in posting lately, maybe because I have been pretty depressed, the most I've been for a long time.

I got knocked down a few pegs after the things I came to Montreal for didn't come together as they should have. I am currently unemployed and I have $20 to my soul.

Where other friends have failed me I am severely lucky to have the ones I do right now. If it wasn't for these people I would be sleeping on the street (instead of with a very warm and cute dog) and starving to death (instead of eating yummy tofu scrambles).

I have an interview tomorrow for some job I could care less about but it will pay some rent and allow me to feed myself.

I keep telling myself things will work out in the end they way they are supposed to and that I am allowed to cry myself to sleep one night, but never two in a row. That's just sad.

Also I have had a few beers and my judgment is cloudy and who knows if this makes any sense.



2 Comments:
Blogger Carie said...
don't worry Alli Nobucks, bad luck comes in threes. Your on you way to having a great summer.
Love you.

Blogger smitten kitten said...
turn that frown upsidedown! you always have a home in Montreal. Welcome back xo

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